Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of time.
Watch in HD! Hey Well, I don't know what I'm supposed to say about this video I guess it came from a hard time of my life where I didn't exactly feel comfortable about me and my world. At the begining, I just put some sad scenes on vegas to free my mind and without even realising it, it actually started more and more to look like a proper video. And more and more, I became obsessed with it. Enough to keep it and finish it. I can tell you howerver, that it was the most painful video I eved did. I don't know if the result is convincive or even a little sad...I don't know anything. I just right now feel so empty inside it actually hurt a little bit in my chest. Honestly, I don't even usually watch those videos because I usually don't cry when I watch them. But I did one. Funny, right ? Here is what I wanted to express. Isolation and fear. Fear because you don't know how to act in the world you live in, you feel disappoint by so many things and so many people and you don't even know why. You expect so much about people, and they can't give you what you want back because it isn't rational. And it sucks really really much. So, you cry and you reject them and it's not rational either. And you fear that. You're being alone. Because inside of you, you feel like you are not enough, you're trying so hard to be but you're not and that feeling doesn't go away.You want to do more, you know you can but you don't how. Fear is such a powerful feeling, sometimes it just take your whole life on so many level… I felt like that, I feel like that. But I found a way back. It gets better, I know it and I promise it is. To everyone who feel this way right now, hold on please. Don't lose faith and hope on life, hold on to evetything you have and I can assure you that you have something or someone to hold on to. Hold on to it tight and don't let go. And most of all, talk about it. Talk to the most number of people. It will get better eventually. I I love you all, and if everyone needs to talk about it but doesn't know who, I'll be there and it would be a pleasure to meet you
