I made this video a while ago, and a lot has changed since then. I struggle with my illness, a chaotic mixture of mania, anxiety, depression, paranoia, and obsessiveness, on a daily basis. I'm never going to be free of bipolar, but I'm doing my best to just be happy. "I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity." -Gilda Radner Check out my blog for updates and rantings about different aspects of my illness: my-bipolar-life-sucks.blogspot.com/ *I do not own the rights to the music. No copyright infringement intended.