stream or download 'why am I like this?' here: orcd.co/whyamilikethis-ep support me on Patreon: (my secret demo club): www.patreon.com/orlagartland me on *other parts* of the web: twitaaaa: www.twitter.com/orlagartland facey-b: www.facebook.com/orlagartland insta: @orlagartland ................ lyrics: Last night I smoked a cigarette My dad would have been so upset then we got tattoos by the coast and i stood there just like a ghost maybe i’m an old soul trapped in a young body maybe you don’t really want me there at your birthday party i’ll be there in the corner, thinking right over every single word of the conversation we just had … why am i like this? ... I saw a girl crying on the train gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain i never asked if she was OK she just got up and walked away it feels like looking down from the ceiling above never in the moment, never giving enough let’s go out and shout the words we never said i got my mistakes on loop inside my head … why am i like this? ... x